ARE YOU AWAKE?

Can you remember a time in your life when you actually woke up?

And no I'm not meaning just this morning when you woke up and crawled out of bed. But when you actually woke up and something just hit you so hard that in that very moment you just made a decision and the feeling inside of you was so strong, so powerful, that Nothing, Nobody, Nobody in this world could change your mind, Could revert you back to the person you were just moments before, because you are so certain on your decision in that moment, that it is done.

The thing is, when you get these wake up calls, when you make a decision that is so strong, That is you going to another level of who you are, or more so, who you get to be. They come in different waves, different levels of waking up. Some are so small and that's how you usually start, You start with such small, little adjustments and movements in your life, And then as you continue with those, the big ones start to come in. You put your hand up to what was and allow the next to come in.

The thing is though, it doesn't happen to everyone, Not everyone wakes up, many people stay asleep their whole life. They just cruise through life and nothing significant happens to them, for them. It's just a life, day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute.

I was asleep for a good part of my life, and then I woke up one day. I remember the day when I woke up and made the decision to go to Palmerston North, 10 hours away from my family, with my 3 year old daughter and study full time for two years...that was probably one wake up call I remember so clearly....and if you knew the person I was back then, that was a huge step for me. Nothing was going to change my mind, no matter what anyone said...I was so certain in my decision. Then I went back to sleep again and probably came in and out of sleep for a number of years.

Those who choose to tune into themselves and who are actually tuning into themselves already, they start to wake up bit by bit...or sometimes, if you're ready, the big ones just come, if you're open to it all.

This is why I believe it is so important to really listen to yourself, Everything that is coming to you, Everything that is being spoken to you, Everything that is being shown to you, Theres no other message that you need to hear. You have been told it, You have been shown it.

If you're looking for signs, you've been given the god damn signs, You're just not noticing them, You've not noticed the signs because you've been damn well sleeping and not paying attention. You're just not listening to all that you have been given, probably multiple times too.

So when you wake up, OMG you're going to really feel it, you're going to feel it so bad (in a good way), you are going to be so certain, that you have just stepped into the next level of who you are.

And don't think saying 'Ok, I'm going to make a decision now, and I'm going to feel it' - you can't force this stuff. You can't force the feeling. The feeling just slaps you in the face, That decision, that wake up call just slaps you in the face. And It's done, you can't just think it into place.

It's just the wake up call, that just happens, and if you allow yourself to start listening to yourself, and start tuning into yourself, feeling everything that you feel and actually listening for that....oh your wake up calls will keep coming.

Because trust me, time and time and time and time again I have been given so many messages that I chose not to listen to, to ignore because I just didn't' want to. And the times that I didn't' listen, It's always proved me wrong....or proves my feelings right...which ever way you look at it.

LISTEN TO YOUR FREAKEN SOUL PEOPLE! Listen to yourself, stop listening to everyone else, start listening to what is going on for you. You my friend...YOU!

Tune in and you will start to wake up!