GO WITH YA GUT...

The other day something came up,

Working with friends to plan a little something, something cool & fun.

When the first message came through,

I felt a feeling in my stomach, a knot you could say.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable with it all.

It just didn't feel right - for me at this time.

I held back from replying, to give myself space for a moment.

Then I made a couple of calls, rearranged a couple of things, to see if it would work,

All while feeling uneasy about it.

It looked like it could all work out - dates, kids etc.

But it still didn't sit well for me.

I moved on it, said I was available,

Every step of the way, I was ignoring my gut feeling,

I wasn't trusting in myself,

I wasn't backing myself.

Yet the whole time I didn't' want to do it.

Then someone else mentioned their feelings.

And ping.

I then spoke up....finally.

Said it didn't feel right for me either.

I then decided to move on my feelings, my first initial feeling,

And I pulled myself out of it.

I decided it wasn't' right for me.

Thanks to my friend for stepping up and voicing herself.

Which made me do the same.

I know myself,

And I know, in time, I would have spoken up.

But what I took from that,

Was to speak up straight away.

To give myself more space to drop in with me,

And go with what is right for me.

I never used to live this way.

Now I'm living this way more and more.

There are many times I act on what feels right for me straight away.

However there are still times, when there are situations that I'd love to be a part of,

But for some reason it doesn't sit right,

That, I'm still working on in trusting myself fully.

So, another lesson has been given to me.

One I have now listen to and moved on.

A part of me is a little sad to not be a part of it, if it goes ahead,

But the most part of me, is ok with my choice.

And that's whats important.

Sometimes in life,

We have to choose between two things,

And the one that is right for us, isn't always the most exciting, fun one,

But it's the right one,

For you, in that moment,

Even if you don't understand at the time why it is.

It just is!

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